SAMPAH... kenapa dikutip?

Orang gila manakah yang...

Buang sampah kat tempat pelupusan sampah n feeling happy about it, tapi lepas tu kutip balik sampah tu?

Jatuh longkang.. balik mandi bersih2.. rasa segar bugar n bahagia.. tapi keluar je bilik air pergi masuk longkang balik?

Wahai diriku.. sudah kau tahu itu sampah, kenapalah nak dikutip???

"Dan sesungguhnya telah Kami perintahkan kepada Adam dahulu, maka ia lupa (akan perintah itu), dan tidak Kami dapati padanya kemahuan yang kuat." (20:115)

Dan tidaklah kudapati pada diriku ini kemahuan yang kuat.. tsk.. tsk.. Dan jika sekiranya aku bertaubat kemudiannya kembali membuat dosa maka takde la bertaubat namenye tu... tsk.. tsk..

Taubat:
Stage 1: recognising one's sin.. seeking to rid oneself from the evil consequences...
Stage 2: Seek refuge from Allah from sinning.

wahai diriku... PERSISTENT ON SIN IS ANOTHER SIN!!!
Allah isn't guiding me away from sin... 'walam najid li 'azma'.. kerana takde pada diriku azam...

wahai diriku... you are running away from you Lord, captured in the grip of shaytan... tsk..tsk.. tsk..

dan sesungguhnya the state of repentance is only given to those who are Allah concious... Fattaqullah!!!

and weep for your dying heart....

'I'm out to fight the devil but never fought myself

Read a thousand books but never read myself

My souls starving it needs to be fed

lord I need your help

Hell with the devil my biggest enemy's myself

It makes me wonder am I doing this for the right reasons

I mean the money the fame and game all sounds appealing

Instead of entertaining I prefer to enlighten

But then again who am I to be in a position

To represent a whole generation of kids and to make them believe

till this day I still struggle to uphold my deen

I read a 100 'God is great' in less then a minute

And though my tongue is fast like twista

My hearts not in it'